there.

rewriting landscape.

 

Meg Hamill

Palestinian Painted Frog, Israel Painted Frog
Discoglossus nigriventer

 

this afternoon the sun is out and it is doing like an aperture to all the cells and to the organs
of all the people on all the outdoor benches to all the people sitting on stoops
today all the cells in all the organs of the human beings and all the cells in all the amphibians and the barns
and the clocks are going through this process of dying and rebuilding
the process that is constantly going on in all the bodies in all the skins and livers of all the beings
all the cells in the inside and the outside of the skins being touched all over their bodies all the time
all the protrons and all the neutrons and the electric charges and the currents of sadness and all the
over the counter drugs and eric satie and all the coffee and the cancer and the styrofoam cups
impinging and sending messages and becoming a part of and then withering and dying away
from all the bodies of all the other cells

today my cells just ate a tuscan crepe and are greeting french roast that is very dark and a little bit too strong
today the cells on my body pressed against the cells of another body upon waking
the cells of my body shedding and rebuilding in that moment of pressing in together upon waking
and the cells in the other body were pressing in from the other side towards my body
shedding and building up and withering the old ones away
this is a very serious thing being all these cells and organs being touched from the outside
shedding and rebuilding the outside in to the inside of all the protons and the neutrons

it is a serious thing to be drinking dark coffee in a cafe
to be twenty-eight years old on the west coast of america with lots of money in the bank
it is a serious thing to be aware of this building up and withering away of cells even as the building and withering
is happening all over the world and even in my own nostrils and genitals
it is serious to be talking on a cellphone and watching a pigeon and eating a muffin and waking up in a warm city
with windchimes
it is so serious to be watching the world change
to be watching the air and the animals and the plants and the water and the soil change
to be watching the amount of people living in the world change
to be watching all the good decisions and all the bad decisions and meanwhile all the people in the world
keep giving birth to more and more and more people of the world
and the soil and the mountains and the polar ice caps keep changing and changing

palestinian israel painted frog you are gone from the world and your absence is a serious thing
space closed in around your absence from the world and i think this space around the absence is a very serious thing
palestinian israel painted frog your wetland was torn apart by people believing strongly in things
and taking positions on certain political or developmental things
today frog the incoming israeli cabinet will meet swiftly to draw israel's final borders under a new coalition accord
and the streets santa rosa are full of sun
frog today politics happened all over the world in all the newspapers and over the internet
here in our country a protester yelled something surprising at president bush and hu jintao on the white house lawn
and john kerry said he was thinking hard about 2008
there was a picture on the front of the new york times of carl rove who is now changing posts to focus solely on the
voting outcomes of the american public and the midterm elections
today politics happened smoothly and with lots of glitches like every day
and it must have changed us all on the cellular level
it must have changed us and yet i didn’t feel it like i felt the change of my body when it pressed in
towards another body in the morning with the kind words
and the sun coming in through the slits in the blinds

 

 

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